In this time of higher energetic evolution we are being asked to confront everything we thought we knew about ourselves and do away with the illusions that we and others have placed on us through unknowing and blind acceptance. It is through this major step in our individual and collective evolution that we have certain questions constantly on our minds...
Who am I?
Why am I really here?
How can I make a difference?
Is this who and what I truly am, or is it what I've been told?
Why does this or that make me react negatively?
You're not alone in asking those questions. At one point or another we all have to ask ourselves these questions and try our best to see what the truth behind them really is. It's not always easy though. Most people want to shy away from the real answers because it shakes and sometimes fully breaks down the foundation they thought was their individual truth. In most (not all) cases that foundation we thought was so solid wasn't solid at all. It was being held up by poorly built walls designed to make us think we were safe in our ignorance/arrogance. In actuality there is so much more we have yet to realize about not only ourselves but the world/universe around us.
You are not an accident of nature. You have a reason for being. You are so much more than you've been lead to believe. You are an infinite energetic being that is just getting started on the most amazing journey.
All of us have a task that we came here with. We are all place holders for certain frequencies that lead to the changes necessary to lift us into a higher state/frequency of being within this universe. Some may take on the job of the warrior, the healer, the guide, the storyteller/contactee, the creator of tools/Artists, the observer/historian, or a combination thereof. No matter what role you may or may not fit into, there is Always a reason why you are as you are. We must do this inner work on ourselves if we are ever to see our evolution take hold inside and out.
How do we do this work though? How can we know that we are clearing ourselves of the past we so tightly held onto thinking it was all that we are?
I used to think that the only way to clear the past was to look at every little thing that has ever happened in my life and break it down to the inth degree in order to understand how it might have influenced where I am now in my life. To an extent there is work needed to be done in that, but at the same time we need to look in the present and to future. In looking to the future we have to ask ourselves what it is that we truly desire, and I don't mean out of greed or fear. I mean to envision what it is we see that would give us the greatest and purest joy imaginable. What would make you feel so full of love and happiness that no one would ever be able to take it because it is yours no matter what? What would that look like? What future do you see yourself having where you could wake up every day and go to sleep every night excited about what was to come next? What type of environment would you see yourself in? What is it that makes you feel free and fulfilled in who you are?
It is in that thought and those questions that will bring us to our present selves.
Growing up we are often told that we need to Be or Look a certain way in order to be accepted by others around us. We are told that if we stray away from what is deemed "Normal" no one will want us. We are taught to follow instead of how to be a leader.
It is by that teaching of fear that we tend to be lead off of our true path of being. We try our best to make ourselves fit into a box when we knew there was never a box to begin with. In that fear most people usually forget what their true talents and abilities are and what makes them unique. We forget what makes us feel passion in life. We lose what we feel makes us shine our brightest. We forget that we and others around us deserve the best in life. We forget about what love really is in it's various forms.
Think about Love as a radio station to tune into. When you stay present in the moment of self within that radio station (or frequency/vibration) of Love you are able to observe every situation going forward in a more objective and positive way. By staying conscious in that decision for every moment you allow yourself to start making the inner changes necessary to naturally and constantly flow in the direction of your highest good. As you stay in that radio station of Love you open up your ability to see the light in everything and everyone around you. By staying in that light you grow stronger within your natural intuition and will feel and know what is and is not right for you. By following your intuition you allow yourself to grow more certain in the knowing of who and what you really are.
By allowing yourself to stay in your light you allow yourself to open up to a certain level of knowing. That knowing in turn helps to resolve and lift the hurt of the past. When staying in that light it becomes easier to understand what lessons were needed to be learned from every situation. After a bit you no longer need to look to the past to understand. You don't need to contact that person from the past to be able to understand or to get closure. You won't need to play out those old situations in your head. By staying in that Light and Knowing you realize you already had everything you needed the whole time. You realize that some beings and situations are brought into your life to teach you something in order to make your stronger within. When you stay within that love of being you know you why everything in your life played out as it did.
No matter what anyone may try to force upon you, it is always your choice to stay present in your light, or lose yourself to your own darkness.
Understand that by doing the work and giving yourself the chance to to learn and know more of who you truly are as an energetic being you will know when you are clearing things you've held onto. You'll feel that those moments from the past are less heavy. You'll just naturally feel lighter in your being and you'll be able to laugh with yourself knowing it's different now.
The best way to find your light is to really want it and to allow yourself to see what is needed to be seen. Even if it hurts, and sometimes it really does hurt it's still better to move through it and understand than to hold onto that pain your whole life and change you into something and someone you never wanted to be.
Have faith in yourself and your heart. For it is by healing the heart that all things become more clear.
You are not alone.
You are loved.